Ever have those revenge dreams? Like your psych is expressing something you are trying be nice about? You are trying to act grown-up, like you've got your shit together. Well its difficult to fool your own brain. I had this dream where my ex's new girlfriend tries out for rugby. We are playing a game and suddenly she is moving to the edge of the field, crying. I don't know exactly what happend but both of her eyes are black and she's bleeding from the head. This strange feeling of triumph creeps over me and I smile. Why am I so evil? I've got plenty of skeletons in my closet, but at least I know what they're wearing. Why try and lie to myself? I fucking hate her! HAHAHA I'm not grown up and I"m not nice. Ask me if I care.